Chikara pheromone cologne is incredibly powerful and useful to guys who want to increase their sexual attraction towards women.
The first girl I actually got, and I spoke about railing this other girl at work in my car but we never did because I was too much involved with the other girl that I was also working with natural pheromones.
Then Maddie occurred (for those of you who have been reading my journal) and I failed miserably. I was WAY too invested in her.
Then Korey occurred and I also failed with stronger pheromones.
In the beginning, I was validated endlessly by both of these girls. Korey gave me a shocked ass face when she saw realized that I was talking to her, and when I stared at her lips she smiled at me. Maddie spent 15 minutes showing me cool instagram pics of herself and talking to me about her life before she gave me her number.
I met Maddie like 2 months before Korey, with Maddie I learned that I wanted to become warm. And when I say warm, I mean that I wanted to give an instant zest of sensual capabilities.. She gave off this warmth, this sensual love for herself that you could smell a mile away.
So I decided to focus my intentions on becoming warm.. That turned into building an intimate connection with myself.. Causing me to completely devalue girls, looking at them as people rather than sexual objects.. I stopped hitting on them for a while, and I maintained focus on how to love myself more.
My goal was to become as expressive of myself as possible with Chikara.So I began really loving myself.. And I still am learning how to but some things:
I now feel in love with myself as if I am in love with someone. I am completely authentic with how I feel, and I am focused on my passions and purpose in life. I am more in-tune with myself than I have been in my whole life using natural pheromones. This has really improved my whole life, but when it comes to girls I began doing things all wrong. When I started going for girls again I intended to connect with them on a level of friendship.. Without really knowing that's what I was doing. I wanted them to feel really comfortable around me - to feel like they could share the deep parts of themselves easily.. To act from their personality rather than showing me the persona that they show everyone.
Learn more about pheromones at http://chrshrt112.typepad.com/ . And where did this take me? It caused the girls I was speaking with to first think I was fucking top shelf (because of the persona that I have) but then as I connected to them, my intent of comfort made them feel uncomfortable.. And I presume not just uncomfortable.. I presume they also looked at me like a low-valued beta pheromones. Because it made them feel like I was trying to manipulate them into sex through the 'nice guy' routine.. Which was FAR from what I intended to do.
edit @ 4 Dec 2016 07:52:49 by lusharson8884